Dienstag, 1. April 2025

nothing you love is lost


 
Nothing you love is lost. Not really. Things, people—they always go away, sooner or later. You can’t hold them, any more than you can hold moonlight. But if they’ve touched you, if they’re inside you, then they’re still yours. The only things you ever really have are the ones you hold inside your heart. 
 
~Bruce Coville 

Samstag, 29. März 2025

Elegie für Steven

 


Kein Wort vermag Unsagbares zu sagen.
Drum bleibe, was ich trage, ungesagt.
Und dir zuliebe will ich nicht mehr klagen.
Denn du, mein stolzer Sohn, hast nie geklagt.

Und hätt’ ich hundert Söhne: Keiner wäre
Mir je ein Trost für diesen, diesen einen!
Sagt ich: hundert? Ja, ich sagte hundert
Und meinte hundert. Und ich habe keinen.

Daß man doch lernte, sich vor ihm zu neigen,
Der grausam nimmt, was er so zögernd gab.
Solang mein Herz schlägt, ist darin dein Grab.
Ich setze dir ein Mal aus purem Schweigen.

Kein Wort. Kein Wort, Gefährte meiner Trauer!
Verwehte Blätter, treiben wir dahin.
Nicht, daß ich weine, Liebster, darf dich wundern,
Nur daß ich manchmal ohne Träne bin.
 

  Mascha Kaléko

aus: In meinen Träumen läutet es Sturm

 

Donnerstag, 27. März 2025

Der Schleier



Reste tauenden Schnees
liegen in weglosen Wäldern
 und tausend Regentropfen 
hängen an den Zweigen 
blattloser Bäume. 
Der Winter geht fort. 
So wie Du. 
 
Wieviele Blätter müssen 
wachsen und fallen. 
Wieviele Blumen blühen und welken. 
Wieviele Jahre kommen und gehen, 
bis wir uns wiedersehen. 
 
Nein, sagst du und lächelst 
milde durch den Schleier 
der zwischen uns liegt. 
Nichts davon. 
Ich bin immer hier. 
Immer neben dir. 
 
Jaqueline Conrad 



 

Freitag, 21. März 2025

Memento

 


Vor meinem eignen Tod ist mir nicht bang,
Nur vor dem Tode derer, die mir nah sind.
Wie soll ich leben, wenn sie nicht mehr da sind?

Allein im Nebel tast ich todentlang
Und laß mich willig in das Dunkel treiben.
Das Gehen schmerzt nicht halb so wie das Bleiben.

Der weiß es wohl, dem gleiches widerfuhr;
– Und die es trugen, mögen mir vergeben.
Bedenkt: den eignen Tod, den stirbt man nur,
Doch mit dem Tod der andern muß man leben.

 

Mascha Kaléko
aus: Verse für Zeitgenossen

 


Sonntag, 16. März 2025

It's a hard rain's a-gonna fall

 


“Oh, where have you been, my blue-eyed son?
And where have you been, my darling young one?
I've stumbled on the side of twelve misty mountains
I've walked and I've crawled on six crooked highways
I've stepped in the middle of seven sad forests
I've been out in front of a dozen dead oceans
I've been ten thousand miles in the mouth of a graveyard

And it's a hard, it's a hard, it's a hard, and it's a hard
It's a hard rain's a-gonna fall

Oh, what did you see, my blue-eyed son?
And what did you see, my darling young one?
I saw a newborn baby with wild wolves all around it
I saw a highway of diamonds with nobody on it
I saw a black branch with blood that kept drippin'
I saw a room full of men with their hammers a-bleedin'
I saw a white ladder all covered with water
I saw ten thousand talkers whose tongues were all broken
I saw guns and sharp swords in the hands of young children

And it's a hard, it's a hard, it's a hard, and it's a hard
It's a hard rain's a-gonna fall

And what did you hear, my blue-eyed son?
And what did you hear, my darling young one?
I heard the sound of a thunder, that roared out a warnin'
I heard the roar of a wave that could drown the whole world
I heard one hundred drummers whose hands were a-blazin'
I heard ten thousand whisperin' and nobody listenin'
I heard one person starve, I heard many people laughin'
Heard the song of a poet who died in the gutter
Heard the sound of a clown who cried in the alley

And it's a hard, it's a hard, it's a hard, it's a hard
It's a hard rain's a-gonna fall

Oh, what did you meet, my blue-eyed son?
Who did you meet, my darling young one?
I met a young child beside a dead pony
I met a white man who walked a black dog
I met a young woman whose body was burning
I met a young girl, she gave me a rainbow
I met one man who was wounded in love
I met another man who was wounded in hatred

And it's a hard, it's a hard, it's a hard, it's a hard
It's a hard rain's a-gonna fall

And what'll you do now, my blue-eyed son?
 
 And what'll you do now, my darling young one?
I'm a-goin' back out 'fore the rain starts a-fallin'
I'll walk to the depths of the deepest dark forest
Where the people are many and their hands are all empty
Where the pellets of poison are flooding their waters
Where the home in the valley meets the damp dirty prison
And the executioner's face is always well hidden
Where hunger is ugly, where souls are forgotten
Where black is the color, where none is the number
And I'll tell and speak it and think it and breathe it
And reflect from the mountain so all souls can see it
And I'll stand on the ocean until I start sinkin'
But I'll know my song well before I start singin'

And it's a hard, it's a hard, it's a hard, and it's a hard
It's a hard rain's a-gonna fall.”
 
Bob Dylan